Bob Proctor – 4/1/2012

When was the last time you secluded yourself, took a pad and pen to jot down great ideas that illuminated your mind – just wandered off by yourself to think … to think of what is possible?  You could be on the brink of something big.  You could have an idea waiting to surface in your consciousness that will keep you excited for years to come.  All things are possible.  Rather than exist each day in some dull, boring habitual manner, move into action on a big idea.  Everyone is on the brink of possibility.  Your responsibility is to discover what that possibility is for you.  Ideas can turn you on, they can wind you up.  The right idea can and will add a new dimension to your life.

If only I had known these teachings many years ago back when life was simpler and I had time to seclude myself. In actuality many times I did and could fantisize with much vividness, had I only had known that if I had BELIEVED many of those things I dreamed about may have already come to pass open up many doors to much bigger and better things.  But now life and circumstances are much more complicated and demanding and I have allowed this to beat me up so bad that I have allowed hope and despair residence in my heart and thoughts and it is hell trying to evict them!

But idead do still come to me during those fleeting moments when I can break away from the day to day chaos long enough to hear transmissions on the “Hey You” frequencies. I have several…okay, many ideas in queue now but also filled with much frustration that I can not seem to get time to pursue them or the added frustration of even if I did have the time I don’t have the financial resources to bring them into fruition. And thus discouragement wins another round.

I have been thinking about this much yesterday and the past couple of days in face I see Twitter posts of fellow Amateur Radio operators building new things and working on new projects and here I am still only “dreaming” that I could have the time and money to do these as well as other things. So it is well timed to see the above message posted, another REMINDER from the Universe when I needed it. It also serves as a much needed reminder of making entries in my “The PLAN” journal which has been very much neglected for many, many months. And I do find that I tend to beat myself up when another day passes without making an entry in this journal. But the biggest obstacle I find I have to overcome IS the hopelessness and despair, because the last times that I have made entries in this journal the entries felt “fake and flat” with no life to them. And I guess I have not yet found a way to bring these dreams and desires and breathe life back into them. Basically I am giving too much time and energy to the undesired circumstances and problems and challenges (and those persons) and therefore there is nothing left for giving energy / breathing life into what IS DESIRED!

I know what I MUST DO…it is just DOING IT! I need to get behind the deeper meaning of “Make It So!”

Posted on April 1, 2012, in Bob Proctor. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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