Monthly Archives: June 2012
Definitely something that I needed to hear today with all that is currently happening around me fighting for my attention to “IT” instead of where it should be which is to “feel good”. For I know that if I can maintain the “Feeling Good” then the “IT” would becoming something desired and want more of instead of the “undesired” that keeps finding ways to get my attention off of “feeling good”….like today!
(NOTE: have found that this clip stops about 9:28 and endlessly buffers, hopefully this is just a temporary thing that will clear up)
Make up your mind that nothing is more important than how I feel now, because now is everything. Now is the whole enchilada. Now is the power of me. Now, now, now, now, now… You might as well start somewhere, and it might as well be now. Why not start improving your life now, now, now?
Excerpted from the workshop in Tarrytown, NY on Saturday, October 9th, 2004 # 485
I know I have gotten behind on my posts and updates….life’s “challenges” have been competing for my time, attention, money, resources, mental and emotional energy thus keeping me too busy to “feel good” and its funny how so easily it is to get dragged down into the muck and then “wake up” and realize where I am and ask how the hell did I end up here?
I consciously know that “feeling good” is important to getting unstuck from the muck BUT finding these “feel good” thoughts through all the noise of that which is undesired has been becoming more and more challenging but yet I know I AM creating the “muck that has me stuck” because I am NOT feeling good! What a vicious cycle this is! And now the fighting to “physically” get unstuck is wearing me down, I “feel” the mental & emotional and now physical exhaustion….but I KNOW I can get through and passed this I just need that rescue rope, that something to give me that needed “push” and feeling of hope to hang on to and milk that feeling of good and hope and happiness until the day I am finally free! But I also know there are others clawing at my ankles wanting to drag me and keep me down at their level or even worse use me as their ladder out but they got to find their own rope because I am no good to myself or them if I am stuck deep in the muck too! Hope all this made sense…it does in my head…but sometimes a little challenging to write out those thought and feelings to not lose the meaning….
From The Secret Daily Teachings
Pure love has no conditions or boundaries. Love does not restrain itself or hold back. Love gives all the time and doesn’t ask for anything in return. Love is a continuous flow without any limits. And all of this is inside you.
May the joy be with you
It is interesting though to see how many people to “hold back” their love because others on the receiving end can’t handle the flow to them or find “excuses” to defer/deflect the Love. And having to restrain the flow on the senders end is an uncomfortable feeling.
But then there is the opposite where people “feed” on this and continue to feed and feed and feed draining the person. It is difficult to find that balance of the flow where it is openly received and appreciated and NOT feared nor exploited for selfish reasons/purposes. It is unfortunate how the most powerful force/emotion we have is also the most abused and thus locked down. But this in part is due to forgetting what Real True Love IS….