When you feel enthusiasm to do something, it means you’ve lined up the Energy, and you are being inspired to take action from that point of alignment. When you don’t feel like doing it, don’t push yourself, because your effort is not worth it. But, when you line up the Energy, the feeling of procrastination goes away.

— Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in San Rafael, CA on Sunday, July 31st, 2005 # 610

Very thought provoking message today…I have not felt much enthusiasm for quite awhile BUT I have and do push myself to do things on a regular and daily basis. Probably why I “feel” so exhausted and drained at the end of the day.
Maybe the absence of enthusiasm is due to those times I have “felt” it I was not allowed to act on it, which can be just as frustrating as pushing myself to do other things. And reading today’s message explains much about how & why I have been feeling so drained and exhausted….and bringing to light…what happened to the enthusiasm and how to bring it back….

When the desire is born, right away you start counting yourselves a failure, because you’ve got this desire that hasn’t been satisfied. Know that you never get it done! And since you never get it done, it’s time to stop being unhappy about what’s undone, because most of it is undone! You are an eternal being. Most of it is undone. Instead of taking score about what’s been achieved — we want you to start feeling anticipation about what is still to arrive…

— Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in Spokane, WA on Wednesday, July 7th, 1999

I love the timeliness of these quotations, almost as if Source knows what I am going through and need….or wait, It does! It is “‘Me” that is holding It back! Last night was a very restless night, my mind bombarded with endless thoughts of all the sh.., uh stuff wrong in my life! I tried to drown them out with watching (really just listening)The Secret movie, and then the audiobook version of The Secret. Yes, it was a long restless night and just wanted to scream “Enough”! But those undesired thoughts just chuckled saying “you have no power here Gandolph the Grey”! Of course not that bad but that is how it feels sometimes. And when I finally fall asleep and then the alarm goes off….finding happy thoughts is very difficult when you are cursing the alarm clock and accusing it of lying! So, instead of trying to do battle with the negative thoughts or doing (panic) affirmations I have just been trying to just not think….just squelch the mental noise as I go through my morning routine getting ready for work. Yes, I know I will never get it all done….but if I can just get the current stuff “done” I would be happy!

When a child has a dream and a parent says, “It’s not financially feasible; you can’t make a living at that; don’t do it,” we say to the child, run away from home… You must follow your dream. You will never be joyful if you don’t. Your dream may change, but you’ve got to stay after your dreams. You have to.

— Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Sunday, May 1st, 2005 # 608

And once my son is together with his daddy where he belongs and he gets old enough to start having dreams his daddy will be there encouraging him to believe and follow his heart to his dreams. Too many times his daddy allowed others to extinguish my dreams instead of protecting them and continuing to follow my heart. And daddy will not allow this to happen to my little man!

To achieve a pure vibration of the frequency of all we desire without any negative harmonics to cause yoo to drift off frequency or bury your desire in the noise floor of the “what-is-itis” (had to put the electronic technician spin on it to give a little more meaning for me)