The Statements of Principle

I keep my mind and thoughts off “this world,” and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner Presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me.

It is interesting how this is today’s statement and I know I have again not been able to maintain the 40 day cycle but I continue to try until I can. I have gotten through the whole 40 days at least once, but there was no real noticeable change seen in my financial affairs but I also know I started getting more robotic about it instead of truly stopping to take a moment to “feel” the deeper meaning of the words and then expressing the true deeper feelings these words had for me at that moment in time.
I write this after receiving a message from a friend asking me about something that I have been trying to keep my mind and thoughts off of so I would not dwell on it setting up the wrong vibration. I am already trying to fight off the aching in my heart. But the friend asked if I had already purchased my ticket to travel back to Brazil to be with my son for his first birthday….and of course I have not! The locusts continue to consume my financial resources faster that I have been able to recover. I had gotten to about half the needed funds for my ticket at a time when they would have been cheaper to buy…but hen “This” happened and “That” happened, the “Other” joined in to and whittled away what had been saved and now have yet to have been able to recover back to where at least to where I was at. So I have (unfortunately) come to the realization that daddy won’t be there as promised which is very difficult to accept but at least want to be sure daddy sends a little extra money so his mother can give him a nice birthday party and have these documents finally completed so that also he can be registered so that when daddy is able to return to Brazil and ready to bring him home, I can bring him home and have a nice home to bring him here too! (funny how when I really get into composing these with much emotion then is when everyone wants to call, come in to ask me something, fix something, look at something, or just talking and my thoughts and focus and emotions get dissipated!)…..so there will be more on this hopefully later when I am being less distracted by “this world” and get my focus back on the “desired world”….