Monthly Archives: April 2013
There is no right or wrong way to tell your improved story. It can be about your past, present, or future experiences. The only criterion that is important is that you be conscious of your intent to tell a better-feeling, improved version of your story. Telling many good-feeling short stories throughout your day will change your point of attraction. Just remember that the story you tell is the basis of your life. So tell it the way you want it to be.
— Abraham Excerpted from the book “Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness”
I am not going to lie, I know the “stories” I tell throughout the day only add chapters to “What-is” and so “What-is” continues to exist. Though there are those brief moments that I see an image that I see scroll across from Robb Report or Private Islands, I comment on and share these images as if I am going “there” or “this or that” is mine now….I try to get into it, not always easy, and sometimes not even in the correct mood or vibration to get into these imagery BUT at least I try to make these images passing through my day as part of my daily routine as a reminder to where I want to be now! I have a private journal labeled “The PLAN” and its purpose is solely to tell this “stories” of my desired life and circumstances BUT I have been, as I have been with entries here, negligent in making daily and regular posts/updates. The problem though that I ran into and still need to overcome with my “The PLAN” entries is that my stories became/felt “FLAT”….devoid of any life or feelings, just words describing a life that felt unobtainable, but I knew that was and still is due to my giving too much attention to “what-is” and THIS was making my stories seem so F A R A W A Y….to the point where I did not know what I wanted anymore and that it didn’t matter….just hop back into the “what-is-itis” hamster wheel and just go and go and go and go….well, there is no joy or happiness there and I know THIS is why I am feeling like crap emotionally and drained spiritually and mentally because I have not made the effort needed to make AND maintain that connection to Source and feed and give life (again) to all those lost and forgotten hopes and dreams and KNOW and BELIEVE that nothing is Impossible, that only I am the one imposing the limits to what Source can do through me and for me…..so, here I am brushing off the dust and dirt again, picking myself back up and cutting through all the underbrush and weeds of fear, doubt, worry, anxiety, hopelessness and finding my way back to the Path and reset my Spiritual GPS….”recalculating”…..
Never mind what-is. Imagine it the way you want it to be so that your vibration is a match to your desire. When your vibration is a match to your desire, all things in your experience will gravitate to meet that match every time.
— Abraham Excerpted from the workshop in Boca Raton, FL on Sunday, January 12th, 1997
Once again…I have allowed myself to be so “consumed” with “What-Is” that is and has consumed so much of my time that now I have (again) become negligent on my daily work on my vibration, focusing on the way I want it (things/circumstances) to be and making my regular posts here. And I know this lack of attention to this and ME is why I feel so disconnected, so irritable and cranky….BUT, again I am making an effort and attempt to reclaim some time for myself and my better feeling vibration and take the edge off of these lower vibrational thoughts and feelings….much is weighing heavily on me mentally and emotionally, but as I give more attention to ME and my feeling good and less on “What-is” then this emotionally ‘tight” feeling will ease and be flexible again along with a bounce in my step and smile on my face and the clouds of hopelessness and despairt will clear and again the sun will be allowed to shine on me and my life and my dreams and desires!
To fulfill [universal] law is to fill our minds with affirming thoughts, which when impressed upon the law are irresistibly manifested into form. This means our thoughts of success and fulfillment are so all-encompassing that there is no room for fears, doubts, or confusion to block that which we desire to experience. Even though this is not a complicated notion, its application requires extraordinary focus and determination. Daily distractions can be subtle yet insidious. When we focus attention on things contrary to our desires, the same law accepts the impresses of those thoughts and brings us more of what we do not want.
If prosperity is the true desire, we must understand what it means to live prosperously. [New Thought teacher and Unity founder Charles] Fillmore says, “Prosperity is not the possession of things, but the recognition of [Source] and the knowledge of free and open access to an inexhaustible storehouse of all that is good or desired.”
From the Law of Circulation column by Rev. Dr. John Waterhouse, SOM April 2013.
I can fully attest and feel much frustration from all these daily distractions! They have been relentless these past days and weeks and I have feeling so much of a “disconnect” to where I “feel” the longing for Source but the day to day “noise” seems to find ways to block my connection, hinder my journey along the Path…but I know if I can find that quiet place amongst the chaos and “feel good” in spite of the storm around me that I know if I can find AND stay there long enough until the storms pass and the sun again shines….
Source never wields vengeance or offers punishment, for Source understands you are valuable; you are worthy; you are blessed. Source understands that you never get it done and you cannot get it wrong, and that even when you stand in a place that currently feels wrong, ultimately you will return to what feels right. You can return now to what feels right with an adjustment of your thought process and an adjustment of your vibration and a changing of your point of attraction and a finally letting in of the Well-Being that is flowing to you always.
I can relate so MUCH to feeling that I am standing in a place that “feels” wrong! I “feel” so exhausted AND out of sync with all that is going on around me….which is full of more problems, drama, stress, and more and more work. That “out of sync” feeling is causing a feeling of much irritability and frustration as I stand “Here” trying to find my way to “There”! Though, I have been making time to take a walk at least for an hour to not only get exercise but to just try to not THINK and give attention to what is not right. And when the “Here” tries to intrude I just say with each step I take “Health, Wealth, Success, Power, Love” over and over with each step to keep my mind off of what is fighting for my attention. Usually, I leave the real job, go home, try to take a short nap, and then go work the part time job but I found that after trying to take a nap I felt worse and more irritable than rested/better. So now I go to the recreation center and take laps around the indoor track for that hour or so I would be trying to take a nap. Granted at the moment I am taking a hit on the energy levels for now but I know I will start feeling better because I am hoping that this will help me to sleep a little better and less restless, Still a bit a rough going for now as I am feeling more exhausted but at least I am not going to work at the part time job grumpy and irritable and I am up and still moving/going. AND…as usual why I have been absent here doing regular entries as soon as I started typing one person after another after another after another has come to me needing/wanting something keeping me from making daily entries and I am trying…really trying…to get back to doing regular entries because I know THIS is missing in my day to day routine and probably related to my funk and this “out of sync” feeling….