I’m going to be happy. I’m going to skip. I’m going to be glad. I’m going to smile a lot. I’m going to be easy. I’m going to count my blessings. I’m going to look for reasons to feel good. I’m going to dig up positive things from the past. I’m going to look for positive things where I stand. I’m going to look for positive things in the future. It is my natural state to be a happy person. It’s natural for me to love and to laugh. This is what is most natural for me. I am a happy person!

— Abraham Excerpted from the workshop in Sacramento, CA on Saturday, March 15th, 2003

Yes, I know…I have been absent again for many days from here as well as doing the “work” necessary to put me where I desire to be….and I know that this is the longing and crying I am “feeling” in my heart more and more every day! That “pull” of where I am supposed to be but the tendrils of “what-is” continue to maintain their grip on me and it feels like that as fast as I am able to free myself from one of these tendrils, a few more take their place and hook into me maintaining its grip. Yes, I realize just my mere attention given to “them” keeps that vibration active but it grows more and more difficult to turn my attention from them..my absence here is just one example of how much time “they” are consuming in my life. Even taking my one hour walks between the day job and part job is getting encroached from both sides causing me to having had to cut my walks short because of the increasing demands of work. And I think at time people forget that I am not a robot that can just go and go and go and never need time to rest. recharge, or maybe do things I need to do for me and my son that I have not seen for over a year and now feeling much frustration and irritation that now the new office move is scheduled for the week when he turns 2 years old….so again work is going to prevent me from being with my son on his birthday! Of course this is definitely a question I would love to ask Abraham, how do I not give attention to this? The irony of having to work the long hours to make money needed to go see my son and be able to have a home to bring him home too but those same long work hours also conspire to prevent me from seeing him at all….and I know this is one of many things calling, longing and crying deep in my heart. But as moody as I am feeling today I must find ways to be happy and feel good in spite of “what-is”. So now I am hoping that the change of rain/thunderstorms predicted for today will hold off long enough for me to go down to the beach and take a nice long (hopefully) thought clearing and vibrational tweaking walk on the boardwalk. Thank you to those who have hung in there during my absences and still come here to read my posts and view the videos I post that I find and hope that I will have more and more happier and higher vibrational posts to share here to be that beacon of light and hope for those still trying to find their way in the darkness of their “what-is-itis”…..

Gives a new perspective to those who are currently in your life and all the experience’s shared with them and from them and the things about them that attract you….and what this says about your current vibration….

If there is something that you desire and it is not coming to you, it always means the same thing. You are not a vibrational match to your own desire.

— Abraham Excerpted from the workshop in Boca Raton, FL on Sunday, January 12th, 1997

These past couple of days, I have been feeling much longing for things I desire that still have yet to manifest or see even any evidence of their manifestation. Yet, I know that the very emotion of “longing” is a negative vibration because it is putting a big spiritual spotlight on the absence of what I desire, it is a difficult emotion to ignore and have not yet been able to successfully find another thought to distract me and my attention from this ‘longing”. I am hoping that focusing on today’s Abraham Live Workshop will not only take my attention from this (and other things) but also give me a clue/insight to help me get my vibration from that of longing ad that of a match to what I am “longing” for so that the days of longing will end as I enjoy the good feelings/vibrations of what is desired and even more when what is desired manifests into my experience….and then moving up the path to even higher vibrations and manifestations…..